Well then your rewards are this little because you don't do what you are supposed to do.
I have started squadding with others at rank 50, never before and most times without voicechat.
Neither i have elite nor am i buying battle bonuses (because you loose your "free BB").
Ribbons aren't reserved for squad players, thats one of the most stupid things i have ever heard.
Most of the time a am a solo player just like you, but i have a average score of 1.164 and get about 5-7k XP in Vet battles and 10-12k XP in Leg battles. That looks fine to me.
If you would have spend the same time you used to create absolutely useless forum posts and instead played the game and understood the tactics and roles you are supposed to play, then you propably wouldn't be this bad at this game.
"I am shooting the enemies, I am killing them, I am healing others like hełł. "
Well this game is a little more then just shooting at enemies ... you need proper positioning and energy management aswell. Picking the right ship for the right situation. Awareness of your environment ... just to mention some points.
I have seen you in battles, you weren't doing well. Thats definetly not the games fault. Stop blaming the game for your issues. Sure the game has its issues, but you don't need elite, squads or always healers to cover your back. All it takes is time, situational awareness and a little bit of skill.
You can record one of your rounds, i will tell you what you did wrong and why.